Sunday, October 03, 2004

Why?

Definition of a poem:
  1. A verbal composition designed to convey experiences, ideas, or emotions in a vivid and imaginative way, characterized by the use of language chosen for its sound and suggestive power and by the use of literary techniques such as meter, metaphor, and rhyme.
  2. A composition in verse rather than in prose.
  3. A literary composition written with an intensity or beauty of language more characteristic of poetry than of prose.
  4. A creation, object, or experience having beauty suggestive of poetry.
I guess you'd call this a poem. A verbal composition designed to convey experiences, and/or emotions. If it's not a poem, then it's just my heart spilled out upon the page. In remembrance of you, Kasey Torgerson.
I looked up to you

Did I see you as mean

Did I see you as a person that would hit me

And I would hold back the tears of pain that I felt

I held back the expression of pain

Not to show my weakness of it.

Maybe I held back because I didn’t want you to know I was just a weak child

Maybe I looked up to you whenever we hung out

Maybe I took the pain because I wanted to be like you

The person that knew no pain

But yet I wanted to be loved

All I ever wanted was you to say

“You’re a cool little dude”

or maybe I wanted you to leave me alone

to do something out of my sync for you seems odd to me now

but when I look back I would've done anything for you

when I got old enough

I realized pain wasn’t a hero

Or was it to me

This confused me

Maybe I looked up to you still

But I just didn’t hang out with you

I sat beside you as you drove down the highway

Listening to the music of the cd you had in

No words would be spoken, but I was someone to hang with

Since I was the only one that was there

I didn’t ask you how your life was

I didn’t ask if you wanted anything

I didn’t ask anything at all

Just the music going through the speakers

Ask you ‘how come’ was abnormal then

Now in hindsight, I wish I would have heard it from you

Instead of your friends

Now that you are gone I finally realize that you were my hero

And always will be.

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